We travel this life thinking were on a right path but when a fork comes in the road we scratch our heads in confusion, we didn't even get a chance to ever choose and see which is right. So how do you know where your supposed to be? I'll tell how I found mine.

In the dungeon he found myself didn't have nothing else lost in the world with no ones help that's all he felt.

I moved to boston for college bean town is what they calls it. You've been nice to me never called me cocky and u said Im the one of most humble at Berklee. I never thought I had that Berklee swag. But I guess most do. It's funny how artist do the most to keep a band chasing them with your vision hiring conviction. With that complete failure, was my freshman year. None of my plans became realities I found myself begging for sanity. like a zombie wondering the streets tryna find lines to write, tryna find me, was what was calling me. music my child birthed from experiences through sentences to jail 24 westland street apartment 8. no food ate lost mad weight No good health from jealousy i had of others when I crossed over with this disease. . Death awaited my future if I didn't change mind sets. drum sets couldn't beat loud enough for evil to leave me . I love all those who stood by me. and opportunities that came to me thus far,besides the one that wanted me to sell my soul to be a star. Pray for me I ran through last year stealthfully Thats why u never saw me. I was locked up in some mess called stress. How could I fail at this? Love set in and killed this bow

While You meditated I iditated I stands for men while me stands for she she's personal.

I'm sorry so sorry but I had to do it i had to do It. It's true maybe some day you'll forgive me when I forgive you. During that time period fasting with just water you left me to die. Don't cry see how loves waters are dry now, I wasn't perfect But I never cheated like the lies stated I did. I cherished you miss thomas that was my promise to make u miss robins. You were my attention even with entension good confusion came grabing hold of something I longed for, Yea I failed at love before so what I'd tried again with you? I was too wraped up in the art of making love not the art of you. The art of you I cherished your body love making being be side me the releases shared. We got scared and it walked away. You cant let something so cherished walk away so easily. Please me, was the last thing I remember you saying before leave me. lost we. Marriage strangled mental thoughts hers masculine, and I mine feminine. I can't hide with a spirit moved to these patterns. You hear this music and distortion. Hormones changed us that's why i eat natural NO MEAT EATEN.

MBDFYIC changed me, cleansed he, from me, before me was the past me now the new me is no meat, only veggies You gotta know what u eaten, they be putting yellow 5 crucify him in em. Eminems and candies speeding up irregulating hardenin arteries silently, thinking your sick when you have symptoms it itch then scratch it.It bleeds it hurts it breaths, it sees it flirts it needs.I innerstood inside was devil and god. so personal on 2 different levels but of the same union balanced spiritual vibes chimed on key harmonically with the chakras around me. I became Anu, who ever he be I was supposed to be. Hard to be me when things around me dumb me down. Hence the enemy is my inner me. Things grow and things die, things change and things lie. Death was found as perfect and life is the perfecting it. 1 plus 1=2, 2 was 08's anniversary and 22 was 10's add it at u get divisions of 6 and 3. Completion in 6 days and 3 is the trinity. So much knowledge in one year It was my, beautiful,dark,freshman, year, in college.